Wow it has been along time since I have written. Too long. A lot has happened since the last time that I wrote in here.
So in my last post I said I was going to find out who I am. Well that is going pretty good. I have been exercising everyday. Which is a tremendous help in keeping me energized and happy. The exercising in some ways has helped me with my depression and anxiety. I don't take any meds anymore, and I am a lot happier with who I am.
I have done a lot of changing. I changed my hair color. I am a lot blonder. I love it. I have gotten more into how I look. Make sure that I am always dressed nice, make up on. I know that this probably sounds weird, but for the last 10 years I didn't care what I looked like. Didn't matter what people thought about me. I just didn't care. A lot of that is because of what my life was like. That I wasn't happy with my marriage or my life.
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My life now is a lot happier. I am happy with who I am. I am confident with who I am. That is a huge accomplishment for me. I am trying to change my eating habits. I am eating a lot healthier. A lot more vegetables and fruits....trying to stay away from the sweets. Haven't conquered that one yet.
I have even dated a little. That is definitely a weird experience. Dating at the age of 48 is definitely different than when you are a teenager.
I am also in the process of improving my home. I am finishing my bathroom, trying to get things ready for the spring and summer seasons. I will definitely be very busy.
Let see what else has happened. Oh, I finally go the divorce papers done, signed and they are into the courts waiting to get signed by the judge. So in the next couple of weeks I will be a single woman.
Took a vacation for 11 days from work. That was a lot of fun. I got to go to Cedar City and spend time with my best friend and sister Lori! I don't know what I would do without that girl. She has always been there for me.
That is the last 4 months in a nutshell. I will try to do better in writing on the blog.
See ya all later!
